I reviewed personnel gaps, operational risk, interagency coordination, and a classified transition plan that required everyone in the room to be smarter than their fear. My scalp burned. My phone buzzed until I locked it in a drawer. Every time pain whispered that I had been humiliated, duty answered louder.
At 1800, Sarah arrived at the visitor center with two protective-order petitions, a black tote bag, and the expression of a woman who had found blood in the water.
“Mara,” she said, hugging me carefully, “I need you to understand something.”
“I’m listening.”
“They did not improvise this last night.”
“I know.”
“No.” Her eyes held mine. “You don’t. Not yet.”
She opened the tote and removed a folder thicker than my thumb.